Nothing is certain

That's why you could say we live on the edge of a knife; anything can change, and drastically. The only way to know what one is doing is to do something, and even then, circumstances are often taken out of your control.

"You must do what you feel is right, of course."

And here I am, setting off on crazy ideas that no one really knows about, with only time being able to tell what will happen, or how much my life will change in the next little while. It might be a lot, or it might be nothing at all.

And I'm done; left without anything more to say.

LB

Muahahaha!

I just thought I'd say that...


Have you ever had moments where you feel a kind of restless fatigue? Like you either really need to go and play a sport, go running, fight (stage fighting, of course, or sparring), or even bounce off the walls for a while, OR just conk out and sleep for six years? It's an interesting feeling, if you haven't, and not really one I like, but I've been getting that feeling a lot lately, and I find the only way to really function for any real amount of the day is to expend a whole lot of energy, so I get more. It feels like my energy system is on a government funding plan - If I don't spend the funding I receive, I'll just get less until the funding is completely cut. Then, of course, we realize that we can't do without the program so we reinstate it again and start the cycle over. Weird.

So now I'm running in the mornings, randomly doing pushups every time I feel like it, and generally expending the amount of energy that makes most people jealous and tired just watching me. And it's no good explaining that it's not my fault. I get made fun of; Ohhhh poor me! I have to eat so much of whatever I want and I can't gain weight! Ohhh poor me! I have boundless amounts of energy! Poor me!!

Yeah...

Night,
LB